After coming back from visiting old friend who'r going for Haj late last month, I sat and ponder...
Oh Allah.. is it so hard to be ur guest of honour?.. is it too much to ask?..knowing that I am far more than cd be one?..meticulous..miracles.. Mistakes..phenomenal... .health..wealth...innerself..determination...all sorts!!!
And then, I sat, there must be some reason, one way or another... lets put aside the economic factor.. but I yearn to know..within my little knowledge..I cd sense that those who'd already performed Haj..had been given the chance.. are simply " The chosen one"... I sighed.. not becoz I am representing my gratitude ness..but it is just plain understanding about Allah's power...etcc..
...to be continued...